很難對朋友說出最心裡的感受
很難說出所有的一切
總是會有所隱瞞
這樣的一切..或許就是我習慣的
隱私.對我來說是極為重要的事情
我不希望所有的事情都攤在陽光下
我需要一個隱私的空間
給我自己去思考
在家人的面前..我依然在思考
依然在學習
讓自己的想法說出來
讓自己可以多一點話
但是..
好難…
不習慣
而且…不喜歡那種他們懷疑我的想法
哀…真的很希望他的想法可以改變
想輕易說出我的想法
但是..
卻„每次只是他總是做他想讓我做的事情
真的很煩
我不是他的魁儡
我只是一個獨立的個體..
我想要的只是我自己的願望
只是我自己的夢想
不需要他任何的冷嘲熱諷
唯一需要的只是他的支持…
我想..這就是我不喜歡說所有一切的原因吧…
避免自己再次受傷..
finally I find there again.
there is like my home…
sometimes just talk my feeling here.
but so long time not being here..
2/16 I come back to taiwan
I miss cleveland.I love there.
there’s people all nice to us and friendly
I will miss there and I decide I have to hard to my RN
I wanna come back to study about flight nurse.
I will be.
and…I gain my weigh 2~3kg..omg..how incredible
OMG I have to do sport to loss weight…Oh…
總是把自己最不好的那一面全部都隱藏住..
總是假裝自己很好..
當自己不好的時候才會和朋友說..
而說的卻又不是很重大的事情
總是把自己包裝得很好
但是當那些包裝脫下來之後會發現
其實..我一點也不好
忽然>有感而發了
About my loss my weight that thing it’s fail.
Now everyday I eat everyday before go sleep.
Oh..My gob..I keep it just one week…
But I still write my novel that’s good thing.LOL
I think I am a think a lot of guys.
I always think many thing and finally many thing all pass.
Now I decide I will do it don’t think a lot..I don’t wanna to pass many thing.
I wanna to feel my life many thing to let myself happy.
recently I am not good.
Almost about my father..I really don’t like he so care about score.
I don’t like it.Reading or test just happy who care about score.
I wanna say score is bullshit.
Why u let my brother to join some exam not in school hold.
Is it just full u honor? or u just wanna let him best?
I don’t know maybe the true just u know.
I don’t like it.
and have one thing..my cellphone bill NT$1100.
IT’S SO MUCH…
